I would like to share with you as to why recently the site has taken a rather "melancholic turn". In truth it has revealed some of the events in my personal life as an 18 year relationship finally ended after years of lies, deception, cheating and abuse. You will gain some further insight if you mouse-over the pictures and note the articles of Friday, April 11, 2008.
As you know, my site is not a running personal blog and was never intended to be. You will also note sporadic quotes by MJS or the rather sarcastic Unfortunate Cookies over the past months. All of these small posts were part of a much larger process of my personal empowerment and a subtle way placing the reality of the situation right out front for me to see, while the readers got small hints. Amazingly, I have received dozens of emails from readers who picked up on the subtle changes and related many of my posts to their own lives.
You'll see a different tone now as the weeks go on, as Friday marked a very special day for me. Sorry about being so cryptic, but I have always tried to keep my personal life outside of GAYTWOGETHER. During this very difficult time it was hard not to in some way express myself on the site, a site that was and will always be a labor of love.
Today, I CAN SEE BETTER because I now know "the love I saw in his eyes was merely a reflection of my own".