Steven moved out of the building we had both lived in two years after I left the city. He had split up with his partner who moved back to New York. Steven moved about a half hour away to a beautiful contemporary home overlooking the ocean. The house is furnished with the same warmth and passion for life that I so love in him. I could easily go on and on about the evening ambiance of the ocean, his love for art and music and so much more. I want to share all of this with you as time goes on and try my best to to let you know about the loving footprint he has placed in my heart.
There's so much to tell you and I'm trying to figure out a good way of putting it together. But most importantly, I'm trying very hard to express from my heart how so many years of pain has now been comforted. I have now been deeply embraced and surrounded with the love of the most beautiful person I have ever met.
I stopped dreaming years ago as my ex robbed me of each wish, each hope and each dream. He turned them all into one nightmare after another. I was crushed and abused for years and then finally discarded.
I've waited so long to once again feel alive, to once again be able to express my love and compassion. I've learned a lot and I see a lot better now. I am resilient and once again I am strong with a great passion for life. I learned that nothing was ever beyond belief because my hopes, wishes and dreams have returned and Steven is one of them. It was my fate. Next: He's Sexy!