My posts, and then all the emails, all the letters, and all the re-posts on other sites have connected. I'M GOING TO BE AN AUTHOR! 1000 Reasons To Leave Him is going to be a book. No, not all 1000 Reasons To Leave Him, their idea is 101 to 150, one of those 4.5" x 6" paperbacks. As it goes, one of my readers is an editor, and initially what I thought was a joke turned out to be more than real. Talks that spanded over two months. We recently reached an agreement, all of my posted and unpublished text is in editing. Negotiations allows me the rights to use those posts I published but gives the publisher the right of use along with everything not posted yet.
NOW - the most important part - my financial decision - the proceeds will help other guys in the same situation. That alone has made every word I wrote worth it. And here's my next project, along with those readers who have offered to get involved -- A National Hot Line and Resource Center For Gay Abuse Victims. I'll keep you informed.
My life is phenomenal. I'm so glad I got the hell out and away from that past jerk. There is nothing about him or that nightmare relationship that I care about. Nothing!
It's nine months later and welcome to my new life - feeling fantastic, new friends, a book deal and back to the work I love. I'm looking great, Steven loves my butt in my 32-32 Lucky's, I'm 163lbs.with short shaggy blond hair. I'm cute, I'm WONDERFUL! My life is balanced, I make time for me, Tai Chi in the park, I'm smiling all the time, I'm alive again! And best of all - I have an unbelievable guy in my life who has stolen my heart. Someone pinch me!
So stay with me, this is one fantastic trip I'm still going on and I want you to come along with me. If you're ready - great, if you're not quite there, then let me hold your hand. Oh, I almost forgot, I have a few more secrets for you.